So much time wasted
Time is a waste, if you think about it...

Here I am, wasting my time
Thinking of your sweet smile
Your handsome voice
Your horizon blue eyes,
which use to sparkle
with the excitement of a night alone
usually with me
now with another.

I was so strong
So proud of what I was
You made me see
I was wrong.

Pride is selfish
You said aloud
I knew that night that this
This, was the beginning
the beginning of the end
Of what would prove to be a test
of my strength as  

Strength, you said
depends on the muscles
My heart is a muscle,
I proclaimed with a smile
so in it, the strength of my love for you
mature and wise it courses like adrenaline through my veins

You laughed.

Your heart..the weakest of all muscles.
You said pointedly.
Your tongue is one of the strongest
Sometimes, it proves your heart a liar

I paused.
My tongue, stronger than my heart?
No way.

You rose then, intent on leaving
I pulled you back to the couch,
typical
Don't go.
You smiled your beautiful smile
you laughed with your handsome vocals
And your horizon blue eyes, filled with pity
for this loving creature you had found
told me this was the end

The end of what I had known
as living.