It's been awhile since I've been on here, obviously, because the last time I was on here, it was February and now it's June. I'm about to graduate from high school and I'm having some mixed feelings...I don't want to leave all of my friends behind. I mean, I'm only going to ACC for college, which isn't exactly going "away", but my boyfriend, Isaac, is going away, and it's a couple of hours away. I'm going to miss him alot. We've been best friends for almost 10 years now...and now, when we finally decided not to be stupid and get back together, we aren't going to make it, in all reality. Most long distance relationships do NOT work, but I'm hoping that we'll be different. Maybe, by some stretch, we'll be able to make it through the four years he'll be at college and the eight that I will be. I mean, our friendship has lasted this long...why not another couple of years at least? I hate using the "L" word, (in case you're slow, that would be "love") but it seems like that's the only word that can be applied to our relationship. Whether it's a "just friends" kind of love or something completely different, I'm not sure on his side, but I know that I love him more than anything, and I will always feel that way.